First blog

An ordinary girl

in this ordinary world

I find happiness in the smallest of smiles

and tear up when somebody cries

People think i am confident, even when i am not

They think my life is perfect, not knowing how much i have fought.

May pretend it doesnt matter when it sure as hell does

would rather act like that, than admit i like the fuss

I get upset at the drop of a hat

But i am trying to get past that

Getting mad at someone for something they said

i plan out my next move when i go to bed

"next time i will say this, that and make them cry"

but when we meet again, all i can do is smile and say "hi"

Always try to do whats right

Being able to honestly say that makes me feel light

but i'm only human, sometimes i fail

rather live like a lion than like a timid little snail.

it's better to do what you believe in, even if it means you get into a fight

You can't please everyone, its smarter to please yourself

There will always be those that wish you go to hell.

Nomatter how hard you try, or how much you smile

Few will always try to trash you and criticize your style!

You might have all the money, and power but still feel helpless at times

Never forget the most powerful thing you can do is close your eyes and pray.

You are not a bad person as long as you keep away from crimes

hmm my first blog and i already feel like i'm getting carried away

but hey that's just me...feel what you may.