Sunday, 19 February 2012

Crazy thoughts

The world moves forward while i am left behind
where did i go wrong, maybe i should have crossed that line
The line i made for myself, thinking it's the right thing to do
Could it be that right when it usually made me feel blue

It's not so bad, but feels like i am missing something
What could it be, i do not know, i am still thinking.
The empty feeling, that i cant decipher
But i am waiting to see what life has to offer.

Overrated ? maybe it is, how would i know
But at least you wont feel like it was something you missed. 
They say it is good, will i ever experience what they call true bliss.

Monday, 13 February 2012

First blog

An ordinary girl
in this ordinary world
I find happiness in the smallest of smiles
and tear up when somebody cries

People think i am confident, even when i am not
They think my life is perfect, not knowing how much i have fought.
May pretend it doesnt matter when it sure as hell does
would rather act like that, than admit i like the fuss

I get upset at the drop of a hat
But i am trying to get past that
Getting mad at someone for something they said
i plan out my next move when i go to bed
"next time i will say this, that and make them cry"
but when we meet again, all i can do is smile and say "hi"

Always try to do whats right

Being able to honestly say that makes me feel light
but i'm only human, sometimes i fail
rather live like a lion than like a timid little snail.
it's better to do what you believe in, even if it means you get into a fight

You can't please everyone, its smarter to please yourself
There will always be those that wish you go to hell.
Nomatter how hard you try, or how much you smile
Few will always try to trash you and criticize your style!

You might have all the money, and power but still feel helpless at times
Never forget the most powerful thing you can do is close your eyes and pray.
You are not a bad person as long as you keep away from crimes
hmm my first blog and i already feel like i'm getting carried away
but hey that's just me...feel what you may.